Wow…reading back through old blog posts, I realize how insanely disconnected my writing is. There is no consistency or direction in anything I’ve posted on this site.
Honestly, the disjointed nature flows right along with how my mind has been functioning the last few years, which is disappointing on one hand and therapeutic on another.
Learning and growing doesn’t happen overnight. I’m the kind of person that needs the time to figure it out inside myself. The time frame is non-existent. The process could take a few months or a few years. Last time it was roughly a year before I found my footing again.
Letting things go is never easy, no matter what you’re holding onto. Mine happens to be unrequited love. Others may have different addictions they need to reconcile so they can move forward in their lives.
Sometimes we have to find that melody alone.